Yes, I'm still alive; Yes, I'm still pregnant!

Praise the Lord for the time I've gotten to spend here at my parents house with my kids. It has been such a blessing to be part of their lives again, helping in any way I can. I eat, sleep, and spend ALL day and night on this couch. I'm right here in the middle of the living room, in the middle of the house, a part of everything. I help put on PJ's while still laying down, and gets lots of snuggle and book reading time with each kid. My parents have been so sacrificing to take care of not only all my kids, but me as well. My mom has to make all my meals, and adhere to my diabetic diet. What a blessing it has been to me, very humbling to be in this position right now. Wanting to learn all the Lord has for me. We got Wireless internet here at the house yesterday and I'm back in touch with the blog world.
So here are my recent doctor updates:
*Three days after I got home from the hospital, I went to my doctor (my sister's doctor in Grapevine who is now my doctor) and my cervix was still stable and I had another Fetal Fibronectin Test. I had a positive result a few days earlier on this test, and they wanted to test me again to see if I really was going to be going into labor so soon. Well, the test came back negative! I really felt like I wasn't going to be going into labor in the next two weeks anyway...but I also felt that way with the girls, and they were born 5 days later. You never know how a cervix is going to act. All the doctors keep telling me that with cervix's they really just don't know. Every woman's body is different, and there is no perfect way to keep it strong until your due date. So bedrest has proven effective for me in my past pregnancies, and that is what I'm doing again. And this time it is proving effective again! I went back to the doctor today and my cervix is again stable, and we started talking about my plans to return home to STL. I will have to wait until I am 34 weeks, which is March 19, at which time, if my cervix is STILL stable, I will fly home. She said "NO" to the 11 hour drive. My next appt. is in two weeks, so until then I'm still here on the couch...enjoying every minute of NOT being in a hospital away from my kids. BUT still TERRIBLY missing my husband and being separated as a family. Phillip is closing on our house tomorrow! We are getting more and more anxious to be there together as a little (or getting bigger!) family of 5...soon to be 6. The further I get in this process of waiting, the more and more anxious I get to be done. We know this is our last natural baby, so I'm trying relish my moments of pregnancy before they are all too quickly over. I would have loved to be that mom who has 5 or 6 kids, great pregnancies, natural births, and no complications. Obviously that is not what the Lord has planned for me...but looking at my growing family, I am SO abundantly blessed in ways I never could have planned. I'm learning a LOT through all of these bedrests and depending on others.
I will never be the same.
I don't want to be.

next blog: belly pics :)